I need to quit spending so much time on the damn computer. There are so many people on this site that are my age or younger who have...who are better then me at what they do than I am: photographers, painters, photomainpulators, etc. I need to get a job so I can pay for the things I need to get better: a tablet, lenses, anything that can help me move forward. Not to mention I need to read a whole buch of books to help me go in the right direction so I'm not leading myself in the dark. *sigh* My dad was right I've been wasting time reading fantasy stories for too long.

I know I'm only sixteen but at the same time I feel so old. Like I should be way better at something by now than I am.


But enough of that! Now is as good a time as ever to start getting serious about making my raw talent into something I can use to get a real job when I finish high shcool! Don't feel woried or something if this is the last time I log in for awhile.